this is what you get

There is much to say. Various things happened at work tonight...Encounter #1: Bad AppleJana: *finishes ringing up order* Have a nice night!Man: Wait, you charged me too much for these apples.Jana: Well, I just put in the code and that's the price they came up as.Man: Fix it.Jana: Okay, since the order is already over, there is nothing I can do. If you will just go talk to the woman over there at Customer Service, she can fix it.Man: No, you go talk to her.Jana: I can't, I have a customer here.Man: I am your customer right now.Jana: ... :FFFMan: Just take them off. Just take the apples off.Jana: But I can't, because you already paid for them. If you will talk to the woman at Customer Service she can give you a refund...Man: No, you give me a refund.Jana: But I can't. The computer won't let me.Man: Then go talk to that woman.Jana: *DOES :FFF*Woman: Okay, I'll take care of it. Don't worry about it, Jana.Jana: *backs away slowly, avoiding man's WRATH*You know what? I bet he complained about me to the woman/ONE OF MY MANAGERS afterwards. I bet he did. HA. Arse.Encounter #2: 100% Florida Man JuiceBoys: Hi!Jana: Hi!Boy 2: How are you today?Jana: Good, but better in half hour when I get off!Boy 2: Oh, I bet. *reads my nametag* Been here since 2002, eh? When will you stop working here?Jana: Oh, when I graduate I suppose. In 2003.Boy 2: And then what? You'll get a "real" job?Jana: No, I'll go to college.Boy 2: You're not in college yet?! Oh! I thought... you look older...Jana: :DEncounter #3: Now I Really Need a HamamWoman (to man): Man (to woman): Jana: Excuse me, I don't mean to pry, but what language are you speaking?Woman: Turkish. :3Jana: It's really beautiful.Woman: Thank you! You know, you have a quite European-looking face...Jana: :DDDDDDLast night was also really amusing. Gay coffee night? Uh-huh. I'm tired of telling the story so I might not type it now. :P Just so you know, it involves nipples, lesbians, and me, too. :9

Which...

Which Talk Soup host are you?I know. :D

i'm waiting, i'm waiting for you

Revamp and the gorgeous Hayato (Duel Jewel - indies J-rock band) on my icon for my viewing pleasure. This journal is going to be almost entirely friends-only, so... add me if you're interested. I just need a place where I can say more personal things... and that place obviously would not be my blog.

i think i'm paranoid

Haha... the nail polish anxiety is over. Last week I was babysitting for this little boy I know (he's 3) and he asked if I would paint his nails. I listed off the colors I had and mentioned one kind that changes colors in the sun. He flipped out and begged me to paint his nails that color. I said I would and didn't think any more of it. So... yesterday I got a message on the machine from his MOTHER. I couldn't tell if she was mad or if she just wanted to get him to shut up about it. I was too anxious and fearful to call her back so I just kinda put it off. I had this feeling she'd be calling today and lo-and-behold, she just did. I knew it was her the second I heard the kids screaming in the background. >_o; Anyway, she seemed really relaxed about it and just wanted me to bring it over and paint his nails for him. ^_^;; I was thinking she'd probably be like, "Are you trying to turn my son gay!? Rawrrr!!!" So I'm relieved. XD;

i was spinning free (whoa)

I've never seriously studied IN MY LIFE. The most I ever do is glance over my notes the minutes before a test or even look over what I was supposed to have learned the night before. So I have no study skills and an extreme inability to focus on this damned Psych information for my AP test at 1. I get distracted by anything - the little bump on my arm, the synthetic fibers on my robe sleeve, my breathing patterns, the insane pounding of the construction workers who are building a bigass house extension next door. CANNOT FOCUS. I need to know this stuff - I've only been over a few chapters out of the WHOLE book and I have about 2 hours of undisturbed cramming time, TOPS. I'm going for a haircut in a little bit, then coming home but I won't have time to style it excitedly (damnit!) because I'll be rushing off to my exam. I don't even know how to get to the salon or the exam place. Feck. MUST CONCENTRATE! I need the amphetamine caffeine! (See, I learned something! Wait... IS caffeine an amphetamine? *thinks* Uh...)

because she only wants the wrong way

Damnit, I want my digital camera to work with this computer NOW. *stab* I really want to sing karaoke somewhere. I want to go vintage shopping. I want to be in a ska band. I want a tongue ring. Or to make out with someone who has one. >_> I want a bass (guitar).If I have to hear "Get Me Off" one more time I'm going to scream.Can anyone tell me how to change my little number of posts phrase?

because she only wants the wrong way

Damnit, I want my digital camera to work with this computer NOW. *stab* I really want to sing karaoke somewhere. I want to go vintage shopping. I want to be in a ska band. I want a tongue ring. Or to make out with someone who has one. >_> I want a bass (guitar).If I have to hear "Get Me Off" one more time I'm going to scream.Can anyone tell me how to change my little number of posts phrase?

up and outward (but only to bind)

I want to learn to play this song. Also on the list: Incubus "Drive", Garbage "Paranoid", Sublime "Santeria", Weezer "Say It Ain't So", Save Ferris "I Know", Glay "Kanojo No Modern"... actually, ALL Glay songs - it'll make me feel ONE with Hisashi! :DGod, I want to cosplay.

rock out (with your cock out)

So learning to play the guitar is a lot harder than expected. Problem is, I've never had a lesson. I have a sheet with some chords written on it and a bunch of incredibly confusing tabs to songs that I'm attempting to play. Great jumping off place, really. All I can do is play a few chords (note: few... A's, E's, D's...) and I can't even do any good "picking" (is that the write word?). I suck. Since my mom isn't going to actually teach me, maybe I can get her to pay for me to take lessons. Eh? But for now I give up. Even the easiest-looking tabs confuse me. Dm7? A#-5? G6?! O_O;;;

0_o

Um. Wow. I drove to the bookstore to get *something* as a gift for a friend's birthday - a supposed 15-minute trip. They didn't have what I wanted (in material items anyway), but there was a really darling Diego Luna look-alike working in the magazine section. I think he was a wee bit uncomfortable in my wake. Maybe I was staring too much, or maybe I was just hovering too closely to the gay/lesbian section? Don't know. He was quite tasty. This was one of the factors which encouraged me to pick up a job application on my way out. ^^ After that, drove to the video store to see if they would be selling any tapes. When I pulled into the parking lot, who should pull in beside me but Erica, my ex-best-friend from freshman year. I haven't talked to her in about 2 years. Her mother loves me, however, and once clung to me and sobbed for about 15 minutes when she saw me by chance at school. I tried to run inside before I could be spotted, but her mom jumped out of the car and yelled my name. While Erica fled for cover in a nearby store, her mother hugged and cried over me, saying how much she missed me and loved me and wanted me to come visit her and to never forget her. I agreed to do all of that, but when Erica came back, her mother beckoned her over.Mom: Don't you love Jana too?!?!Erica: *nods, mortified*Mom: She's just the SWEETEST THING. Now you too are FRIENDS. You need to just.. oh, just get over it and be friends... ahh... HUG EACH OTHER! NOW!O_O So, yeah. We, uh, hugged. Talk about awkward, dude. I don't think her mom realizes that TWO YEARS LATER, we're not going to be friends. She and I are so different and we always were. It's just not going to happen. I even told her mom that in other words, saying that "people grow and change and some things just aren't meant to be", which she strongly denied, claiming that she NEEDed me, etc. Oi, vey. I'm the daughter she never had. She's a very sweet and wonderful woman, but I can't be in her life if Erica's a part of it, and inevitably, she is. >_> I can't believe we had to hug.Proceeded to other store that was semi-far away, and THEY didn't have it, either. Basically, VHS is being entirely eradicated for the new (more expensive!) DVDs. Dude, not everyone has a DVD player, damnit. Friend will just have to get her present late. Damn corporate America. -_-

*stab stab stab*

OMG. No. GASM.ORG is already taken. Right when I sit down to buy it, right when I've picked out hosting, right when I have nowhere to go and I NEED a domain of my own, or else to beg for hosting - that's when I discover that some asshole has taken it. Thank you, universe. Suck my cock.On top of that, get to see Pete tomorrow. Joy of all joys. Shit, gotta put clothes in dryer. Already missed the first 10 minutes of Smallville. Haven't made B-chan's birthday gift yet. Have to iron out my dress and drive all the way out to take it back tomorrow... before 5:30... have homework I haven't done... messy room, no clean clothes, look like shite, don't care but kind of do... *sigh* Have to buy present for Alex before Friday. Not sure what she's planning to do for it, if anything, or if I'll be going. Have to go see slashy movie this weekend or I'll self-combust.

nyuuu.

Blah, it's only Tuesday. Got out early because of Senior Exits, which I'll be doing NEXT YEAR by the way... @_@ Where is Nick? He promised to get online to do impressions of the many British accents for me.. I've been looking forward to it all day. Get on, damnit! I hope his psychotic aunt didn't go on a rampage or anything... 0_oI'm in dire need of music, but I have NO space on my computer at all.. too bad I used it all with L'arc, Malice Mizer, Gackt, Janne Da Arc, Lareine, Pierrot & La'Cryma Christi... I should burn those to cd or something. Either that, or make dad buy me a GLORIOUS 80 GB add-on package. I'd die. And then download everything my heart doth long for.Dude. School lets out soon.I'm so bored. I need a job. Possibilities (that has too many i's, doesn't it? 0_o) include:- hair washer girl @ hair salon!- video checker girl @ video store- hostess girl @ restaurant- going-slowly-insane girl @ babysitting job- out-of-work webdesign girl @ my computer desk- call girl @ Trade and Tryon- SUUUSHII SHEFFF @ SUUUSHII SHEFFF place (not really, but I had to do my daily vocal exercises)As you can see, nothing too promising. But I could wash hair! Nyu! :3 Then again, that might get icky. Or at least very old. Plus, I could get crappy finger/wrist issues for constantly scrubbing.. and rinsing.. and toweling.. then SCRUBBING AGAIN!

ereki GITA!

(doku doku ROCK)I'm tired of being nice and proper in my blog and only saying half of the things I want to. I'm tired of posting and not being able to use that damned cool little mood option. Damnit! And livejournals are cool, when they're working. Which is, oh, hardly ever. But we'll overlook that for now. I can ramble all I want. Revalation. o_oYo, when I was making this I was trying to come up with good usernames. A couple other thoughts I had: electrikwomb, ambient, zutiny, manVSrobot (XD;;), breakfast in belfast (too long, but I liked it), vendetta (already taken by someone who doesn't even use it >F). I kind of wanted zutiny. Oh well... Hisashi said EREKI. And I listened.Oh, God. Tomorrow is a Monday. WHY... =_=; At least it's a half day so I can rock my ass out of there at noon. And yay that Cinderella is finally over. Today was hellous - it was a million degrees out and we had to keep changing clothes, plus everything I wore was 2"-thick POLYESTER (the devil's best work), and this was our fourth performance. Gag me. I stopped being into it after I knew that my friends had all seen it.Erin's probably going to get ouchmybutt.org. How perfect. XD Sad thing is, Duchess is getting a domain, too. And THAT means that sexybeeNET is probably going to die soon. Which means that I either need to get some hosts, or get a domain for myself. Oi vey. If I could, I'd get gasm.org (think of the SUBDOMAINS! XD). But I don't have a credit card, nor can I ask my dad to put it on his. O_O; Well, whatever, I'll think about it later. >_>;