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Um. Wow. I drove to the bookstore to get *something* as a gift for a friend's birthday - a supposed 15-minute trip. They didn't have what I wanted (in material items anyway), but there was a really darling Diego Luna look-alike working in the magazine section. I think he was a wee bit uncomfortable in my wake. Maybe I was staring too much, or maybe I was just hovering too closely to the gay/lesbian section? Don't know. He was quite tasty. This was one of the factors which encouraged me to pick up a job application on my way out. ^^ After that, drove to the video store to see if they would be selling any tapes. When I pulled into the parking lot, who should pull in beside me but Erica, my ex-best-friend from freshman year. I haven't talked to her in about 2 years. Her mother loves me, however, and once clung to me and sobbed for about 15 minutes when she saw me by chance at school. I tried to run inside before I could be spotted, but her mom jumped out of the car and yelled my name. While Erica fled for cover in a nearby store, her mother hugged and cried over me, saying how much she missed me and loved me and wanted me to come visit her and to never forget her. I agreed to do all of that, but when Erica came back, her mother beckoned her over.Mom: Don't you love Jana too?!?!Erica: *nods, mortified*Mom: She's just the SWEETEST THING. Now you too are FRIENDS. You need to just.. oh, just get over it and be friends... ahh... HUG EACH OTHER! NOW!O_O So, yeah. We, uh, hugged. Talk about awkward, dude. I don't think her mom realizes that TWO YEARS LATER, we're not going to be friends. She and I are so different and we always were. It's just not going to happen. I even told her mom that in other words, saying that "people grow and change and some things just aren't meant to be", which she strongly denied, claiming that she NEEDed me, etc. Oi, vey. I'm the daughter she never had. She's a very sweet and wonderful woman, but I can't be in her life if Erica's a part of it, and inevitably, she is. >_> I can't believe we had to hug.Proceeded to other store that was semi-far away, and THEY didn't have it, either. Basically, VHS is being entirely eradicated for the new (more expensive!) DVDs. Dude, not everyone has a DVD player, damnit. Friend will just have to get her present late. Damn corporate America. -_-

*stab stab stab*

OMG. No. GASM.ORG is already taken. Right when I sit down to buy it, right when I've picked out hosting, right when I have nowhere to go and I NEED a domain of my own, or else to beg for hosting - that's when I discover that some asshole has taken it. Thank you, universe. Suck my cock.On top of that, get to see Pete tomorrow. Joy of all joys. Shit, gotta put clothes in dryer. Already missed the first 10 minutes of Smallville. Haven't made B-chan's birthday gift yet. Have to iron out my dress and drive all the way out to take it back tomorrow... before 5:30... have homework I haven't done... messy room, no clean clothes, look like shite, don't care but kind of do... *sigh* Have to buy present for Alex before Friday. Not sure what she's planning to do for it, if anything, or if I'll be going. Have to go see slashy movie this weekend or I'll self-combust.

nyuuu.

Blah, it's only Tuesday. Got out early because of Senior Exits, which I'll be doing NEXT YEAR by the way... @_@ Where is Nick? He promised to get online to do impressions of the many British accents for me.. I've been looking forward to it all day. Get on, damnit! I hope his psychotic aunt didn't go on a rampage or anything... 0_oI'm in dire need of music, but I have NO space on my computer at all.. too bad I used it all with L'arc, Malice Mizer, Gackt, Janne Da Arc, Lareine, Pierrot & La'Cryma Christi... I should burn those to cd or something. Either that, or make dad buy me a GLORIOUS 80 GB add-on package. I'd die. And then download everything my heart doth long for.Dude. School lets out soon.I'm so bored. I need a job. Possibilities (that has too many i's, doesn't it? 0_o) include:- hair washer girl @ hair salon!- video checker girl @ video store- hostess girl @ restaurant- going-slowly-insane girl @ babysitting job- out-of-work webdesign girl @ my computer desk- call girl @ Trade and Tryon- SUUUSHII SHEFFF @ SUUUSHII SHEFFF place (not really, but I had to do my daily vocal exercises)As you can see, nothing too promising. But I could wash hair! Nyu! :3 Then again, that might get icky. Or at least very old. Plus, I could get crappy finger/wrist issues for constantly scrubbing.. and rinsing.. and toweling.. then SCRUBBING AGAIN!